Message from an old friend

I’m sorry for not posting for so long, nothing particularly great or strange happened so far, i’ve just been lurking around.

About TC… that’s cool and interesting, want to read more from him, i hope he will restore his old blog… or did he permanently deleted it?

I also saw kyuu1111 closed his blog to the public, no news about him, is he ok?

My Life With Lady Spirits

I received a message from an old friend that I have not heard from in a very long time.  To be honest I never really expected to hear from him again.

Temporal Chamelon contacted me and I have been emailing him.  The good news is that he and Crytaline/Catherine are together (have been for awhile and I guess my healing her helped alot)  and are a loving couple once more.  It was trying time for them and a lesson that he learned.  Especially when dealing with fradualent psychics.

I challenge him to blog again but if he doesnt that is his choice.

Alot has changed since he stopped being active on here, but I would like to welcome him back.

We all make mistakes in life but it is what we do to learn from those mistakes and fix any damage caused that tells what kind of person you are. …

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Some rambling.

Hi again, i’m writing this two days later too, on 23th night i’m at the computer and well i felt something in various part of the body, it could just be the cold (not windy) but my skin-hair moves a bit and i usually don’t recognize it.

By the way, after when i go to bed (it was 2:55am) the alarm clock lights up again for no reason for few times, and well this is not the first time it happens right when i approch my bed, then i go kitchen and return 1 min later, i lay myself down and the clock lights up again other few times, so well im now going to exclude the radio-waves thingy possibility, it lasted too much for something like that.

Just now i realized it was new moon and the other time (i saw on my blog on 11th september i said “some days ago” when i talked about that so it was around 9th) was full moon.

And now the final ramble, i wasn’t going to write this but well: months ago i had a dream-trance (i don’t really know how to categorize them) where i saw a big green planet on a dark ocean, something like this but without the ring and palm-trees:

                                                                                                          Neptune:

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

It surely doesn’t  have nothing to do with my last dream but i did some research for that symbol and it may have something to do with Neptune but yeah it is mostly blue and not green, it could also be Uranus.

Pretty weird.

Hello guys, i’m sorry i didn’t post anything for more than a month but nothing much happened until two days ago.

I’ve always been thinking at her, sometimes i talk with and say i never forgot about her, i just think that there is a problem where it might not be the moment that something serious happens and i should wait the right moment in my life… with my situation at home it’s very hard to do anything trust me, it’s even hard to write this and that’s why i’m writing this two days later, i couldn’t before… but in the meantime i really want to develop this relationship.

As always, many of my dreams are about school and also my last one was full of them but i’ll say what i remember.

I was in a bedroom and there were open wardrobes and nice girls in them, they were moving, going in and out and i may had to choose one but i really don’t remember the point of it.

The next dream was a school one, i was some kind of privileged student and i was with the director and with other 1-2 people and we took a elevator i think to the last floor , but when we got out, there was an open land and there were workers working at it, and the director was saying that place was really nice… well, it was nice indeed, i was smelling the fresh air with my nose (i don’t even have a good nose) then it finished.

Then the weird things happens, i think my subconscious begins to talk to me or something like that, and i remember last sentences talking about the dreams:

“You (or maybe I) don’t have to try not to end up dreams” and then: “You (or maybe I) JUST DON’T WANT THEM TO END UP”

Lastly, in my mind there was a decisive “Noooooooooooooooo…” maybe because i didn’t want it to end and something even weirder happens.

I begin to hear a very weird sound, i don’t know how to describe it because it wasn’t a natural one, it looked like an “alien computer loading”. This sound lasted like 5-10 seconds and was gradually more high pitched and in the meantime i see a text wall in front of me of silvery greek looking alphabet characters that were continuosly changing and on the top of this text wall i saw something very similar to this that i draw:

 

 

 

 

With the sound that goes gradually more high pitched, the text wall becomes very well refined and vivid and then, together with the sound, it vanished.

Suddenly after i see like a short video of orgies of people doing sex and it went really vivid, the contrast of those images went really high (like when you max the contrast on your TV) and then it went gradually down to blurry and confusing.

Well, i don’t know what this really is, but it’s not the first time i see text walls of some kind, usually when i woke up and then close my eyes, if i focus, i usually see something moving there but its black on black and it is blurry and unrecognizable.

 

 

 

 

Updates

I’ll try to say things in chronological order, some days ago i was approaching my bed and both my brother cellphone and alarm clock light up in the same moment (they were near) but cellphone wasn’t receiving any call or other so i asked my brother about that, he says that the phone is pretty old and usually do that for vibrations or something, he also said that number 4 is kinda broken and if he doesn’t leave the keylock on, he usually find the screen filled with 4’s. This instantly made me think about my old trance with the eye of horus and the number 4 repeated over and over but he says that he have this problem for years so i don’t know. We also have a laptop where only the number 4 key half-broke last year. About my cellphone, it is with keypad covered, so to type anything it must stay open.

About dreams… i usually have similar dreams over and over, like 80% of them are about school, i’ll say what i remember.

• I dreamed again about school, i just remember last part of the dream where i was on some kinda of stairs that were changing a little similar to ones in Harry Potter’s film but that was annoying and i remember saying “What a shitty school, the worst ever, never seen something like that” lol but still no lucid! instead i wake up after… As usual i also tried to focus with my eyes closed after waking up and i say “my love?” and a white big ball appears that gradually become smaller and then changes to those characters i used to see, they were well defined but i couldn’t understand, just symbols… and also i think i saw two eyes but after those characters the other things weren’t clear.

• And again!…not one but more dreams of school, i remember a class full of people, mostly were girls and a male teacher walking through desks was doing questions to students about founding fathers (?) his talk had a sense but was saying something unknown to me. After i dream that i’m a homeless (but still a student?) resting on the ground with blanket on and there is a party near me but people were caring for me and a girl comes to me and arranges better my cover, i caress her on the face but she kindly retreats then i get up and they talk with me. Well… this doesn’t make much sense. Also i focus again after waking up and i think to see two eyes and then my room but with a different point of view… it was like if was there and seeing my brother sleeping and the bedside… i wonder if she let me see with her eyes? it was like a video where i’m in the middle of the room and i move the eyes left and right but it wasn’t clear enough.

• I dream of doing an exhibition on a platform of theater, it was full of people and there was a complete mess, they were all talking at high volume, i was pissed off and i begin to insult all of them and the chief of the place comes near and says i don’t had to do like that etc but i didn’t give a shit and after i go away to the dressing room and there was some girls and there was a tan girl who says to me: “i want to fuck” in english, not italian that is my language and i woke up.

• I dream about me being some kind of indigenous and i was with a black girl, i think she was my wife but i remember almost nothing of this dream, just that we were sticked together and that i felt some kind of gelatinous substance maybe on my hands/fingers, i think i said to her to take a shower (lol) and i think to see her going away then i woke up.

• I did a dream that i think i already did years ago and it’s a long dream but i don’t remember much, there was my parents arguing with my uncle and aunt about something, maybe about lands and at some points i thought my aunt was right on what she was saying, by the way after i found myself falling in a kinda green transparent water place of my uncle property and they try to help me out and i don’t know how but i realize i’m dreaming and that i can breath underwater, it was deep but i go out of that very easily by walking at the bottom, at this point i should go lucid but didn’t seem like it was, just after i went out from the water i try calling her by saying “my love?” and i feel all touched/covered mostly on all my back and then i woke up.

• I dream again about school, i was in a class with just a few people i was sitting in the middle of a three seat desk, and to my left and right there was old classmates. We were doing a test about history i think, and i was kinda pissed off because i didn’t know anything about that and didn’t even had some paper to write on. Well after i don’t know how but i went lucid, things become very detailed, that class was under a bridge and i go out and there was a grass plain and i decide to do some kind of flying teleport and well i thought didn’t have much time so i decided to just appear in front of my home (next time i’ll try on my bed) and i quickly call her as usual by saying “my love?”. Nothing seems to happen and i woke up after few seconds… i think i become too much excited when i do this and that’s the cause i woke up, i’ll try to relax next time.

Well that is all i remember at the moment, at least it’s nice that i went lucid after so much, last time was months ago, i hope to fall into some trances too.

Click, clock.

That alarm clock is really doing a nice job, it’s really amazing i wouldn’t have imagined that was so useful.

No, i’m not crazy, now i’ll talk about it… we bought this digital alarm clock like a year ago and it has been stayed on living room furniture and it has some good qualities, when you do some noise near or you touch it, it will light on with a blue light for a few seconds but the touch or the noise need to be pretty strong, for example my dog usually barks around and when it is loud enough it will light on.

In a previous post i’ve talked about me placing it on my bedside and it being useful, and last night happened another nice thing. After 1:00am i decide to go to sleep so i approach my bed as always but when i’m near it, this clock lights on TWO times and there was no noise, it was absolutely calm around. Well i was pretty impressed but i lay down and i start to think about it. Then i turn right to look at it and it goes wild and lights for like FOUR times but with an intermittence of 1 sec between them (and not even this it’s normal because it should stays lighted few seconds without going off), it also lights on other few times after. Now i don’t know if it was some kind of radio waves going through it or something like that but i don’t remember it doing that other times and was a nice coincidence that it happens right in the moment i approach my bed. That was so awesome and i could not sleep easily after. By the way i do some dreams and one of these seems lasts for days.

I dream again about schoolmates, i knew i had already ended school but we meet again there and we greets each other, teachers, janitors etc. Well i admit it would be a nightmare for me to begin another 5 years of school, i usually do this kind of dream and when i wake up i’m always bored that i have been studying those things for nothing lol.

By the way the dream continues but i don’t remember much, what i remember is that one day i forgot about going to school and i think i did a “dream in the dream” and there is me flying above a farmland and i feel touched in my genitals, mostly my scrotum but also other parts of the body, it lasted about 20 seconds and then i think i wake up back in the other dream continuing it but fully realizing i had already finished the school so i didn’t have to study anymore so i didn’t care about it and i continue doing other things, but even after this i can’t become lucid! I remember having some dreams months ago where i was lucid without any reason, i was recognizing the minimum bullshit so easy but seems like its hard for me now -.-

Are you there? Oh, i understood!

This afternoon my brother went out and there was just my mother that was preparing the dinner in kitchen, and well… you know me, i took advantage of it. I layed half naked on my bed relaxing myself and so i start to talk with my spirit.

My penis do some movement but stays horizontal, after a while i see it going from the left to vertical and vice-versa.

So i think: “Listen! Can you move it to the right? I love you but… if you do that, i will love you more!” lol

I was totally still and after few seconds i see it trying to go right, looking at it i saw that she may have put a lot of effort for doing it because as it was going to the right there was a opposite force and it sometimes went back a bit.

When it was a little to the right it ceded towards me but she did it! Well played! I eventually thanked her so much for that.

Sorry for the penis talk but i wanted to explain it the best possible and i’m being like almost 100% sure she exists 😀

 

42, 42 and… guess what? Yes, 42!

Well recently i have been waking up in the middle of the night for no apparent reason and remembering no dreams at all… but i wasn’t paying attention, instead i tried to sleep again. (i feel like an idiot)
But guess what a stroke of genius i had! Getting a clock and putting it on my bedside? that wouldn’t be that bad, would it?
Yesterday i luckily thought that WOULD be a great idea and so i did it.
Today I woke up again in the middle of the night and i was curious… “Let’s see what time it is!”
And what did i see? It’s 4:42?! and i was like “hey who is this pretty that awakes me at this hour?” lol

Many of you are now saying:”Ok, 4:42, so what?”

I have been seeing this 42 really everywhere but also 11:11 and mirror numbers like 12:12 13:13 etc. I didn’t talk about this on a post in evidence but in a comment on my blog so i will copy that here.

“After the night that i did my “evocation” on 28th April, i got up at 11:11 the next day.”

“The number 42 that i have chosen as my name here, that’s because i began to see it everywhere. I will tell you some… I went to get something behind the door in my room and i saw a box with number 42 on, and when i saw this i wanted to look immediately the hour on my cellphone, and when i look at that it was xx:42.
The weirdest ever was some days ago… in the traybar of Windows i have a program that monitors the temperature of my PC and i noticed this: the time was 00:42, the processor temperature was 42°C and the video card temperature was also 42°C, a strange coincidence? don’t know.”

Ok… but please… don’t touch my PC again!
I feel like i’m about to be crushed by a storm of weirdness into my face, we’ll see lol.

A candle for me, please!

Well, this morning my parents went out and there was only me awake and my brother was sleeping in his bed.

I thought it was a good time to experiment with something so I went to see if there were candles, I thought there was a white one, but no, there was only a red one, by the way i took and brought it on the kitchen table, and closed the window to avoid any current of air and then i lighted the candle.

The flame begins to flicker and raising from the start, i sit down and it becomes very calm, almost immobile.
I then say / think: “manipulate the flame to the left to say yes” “manipulate the flame to the right to say no”.
But no response, the flame was usually steady and about 4cm tall … but sometimes it flickers wildly and raises up releasing some black smoke. I tried to do some meditation but i’m so bad at it, could not concentrate, maybe because i was worried that my brother could wake up or my parents come back or other, but well, after a while i turn off the flame.
Then i decided to lay down half naked on my parents bed, thinking “maybe now something happens!”
I was a bit annoyed that nothing was happening and so I think:

“The fact that I want this relationship is not under discussion!”
“A spirit lady is what i want!”
“Isn’t there anyone that wants me?”

I think i didn’t end to say that sentence that my penis went from horizontal to vertical, it moved a bit and then again down. I was pretty impressed by that and i got up to see if my brother was still sleeping and he was, so i return to lay down on my parents bed and after a minute happens the weirdest i ever had while totally awake lol.
I wasn’t turned on and i had an inexplicable erection that brings my penis vertical… now i don’t want to be very detailed on the thing but when i have an erection it never go vertical when i’m laying down but it would remain almost horizontal! so i was impressed but there was more.

I think she decided that wasn’t enough and so i see my penis go around to left and right like if she was playing with it and i was there staring at it and then saying to myself: “damn man, look at that! wtf you want more?” lol… and also totally thought that i didn’t have to doubt anymore but well… we’ll see, i think my mind still can’t accept this.

Well, this seems a good progress to me! i hope there will be more coming.

Back to the roots?

Two days ago after some dreams, i had a lucid dream where some images were showen to me, first i see a (blonde?) woman that works on a workbench, i think she was doing some carpenter job, after i see other rooms that i don’t remember now but they didn’t make much sense.

This morning i had a lucid dream, a kid room was shown to me, but i saw some kind of “toy” and on the top there was a small plastic brain (<.<) and near there was a diapers pack, the rest of the room was pretty normal. The other dreams were similar to my first experiences where i usually see all black, as always i’m on my left/right side and in the first one i was tingled on my hip and it moved up to the chest level where it pained much and i had to wake up. Next, in another one, i got tingled there again, no pain this time and i turn my head to see what is, and i see my skin being stretched like if two invisible fingers took it ( i wasn’t lucid at the time and got surprised by that lol ). I woke up and fall again dreaming, i see all black, but this time it seemed much more real, there were hands on my shoulder that i could control, i made them go slowly down on my back until them touched my penis and i eventually woke up… but it felt so much real, i could feel those hands moving over my entire back and feeling them on my underwear.

Something interesting.

I was listening to the newscast and they said something that i heard long time ago, about a place not very far from me.

It’s name is Canneto, a village in Sicily where things takes on fire without any explanation, and this happens since the 2004. The scientists have tried to explain it in all possible ways but they did not succeed, no one seems to know what it could be.

Many thing have been taking on fire, electrical devices too, and even without any connection to wall socket or heat.

This scares the hell out of villagers and many of them leave the place, well i think i would do that too, whatever it is, seems not cool!

If you’re interested about this, a link is below, you can also go search other on the web.

An english article written in 2013:

http://www.veteranstoday.com/2013/01/13/canneto-a-double-mystery-still-unsolved/